Atleast once per day it seems, I have some dude from the company ask me why I'm not hitting up congress. Good question. Too cowardly. Don't have the balls to take off either. Staying isn't courage. It's conformity, it's familiar. The dudes who ditched out on Nam had more stones than I do.
Oh well. I'm going to do what any logical person would do. I'm going to sit here and repeatedly punch myself in the testicles for a minimum of a half an hour while force feeding myself my enlistment contract. You're fucking crazy if you think I can stay positive about this all the time. This back and forth tug of war bipolar bullshit will drag anyone through the mud.
Also: spare yourself the keystrokes if you're dying to tell me to stop whining and that this is my duty/I signed up for it. I skim past those. That way, you're only wasting one person's time: yours.
Also: hail satan.